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| 10:16am 16/01/2005 |
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mood:  bouncy
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WOAh.......I havent wrote in here in a really long time. Alot of things have changed. I havent been talking to rach cuz she really pissed me off the last day that i was in Math class. She pushed me into My boyfriend 2 times and she knows i didnt like that at all. Now she says hi to me everytime she sees me but i just ignore her. When i was still in math class all she did was say go talk to him, "OMG, i hate that, u make excuses for all ur boyfriends" Which isnt true. My boyfriend was talking to his friend and i wasnt about to make him stop talking to his friend to come talk to me. She has no right giving out advice when she herself doest have a boyfriend. HOwever she ended up single was not my problem and she doesnt have o try to screw up my relationship. Anywayz....other than that......Everything is great. Me and my boyfriend have been going out for almost 1 month in a couple of days. We've already been to the movies together and we have plans to hang out and stuff........About my new house , they r gonna start building it the beginning of February. I also get my camera cell phone the 1st of February. The house should be done at the beginning of the Summer so ill be moving all my stuff than for the first lil while of the summer. My mom said that after she met my boyfriends parents that he could sleep over there at the new house. We will each have our own room, me and jenn and than my mom and mark have their own. Than we will have a guest room. So he can stay in there for when he comes over! Hes B-day is this month than mines is next month!!!!!!!!! OK well im gonna go so i can talk on the phone a lil bit so lataz!
*Always*
*Candy* |
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| 06:22pm 19/10/2004 |
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mood:  bitchy!
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Today was awesome in school and than i got home and my friend TJ called and he likes me and wants me and stuff but i have a bf.....Than travis was about to ask me out and so i told him to call me but he hasnt yet...I called rach while she was at the bus stop and told her mom to tell rach that it was an EMERGENCY but she never called me back in stead she went to sleep......Than my mom calls me a hoe cuz i was on the phone with a friend and my mom was evesdroppin and heard me tell my friend that a few other guys wanna go out with me and that travis was about to ask me out but i have a bf and than she was like oh wow ur just makin ur way around the school and than callin me a hoe....so all the way up to 6 shes been callin me a hoe........Plus i called travis's house and he didnt answer but he is probably sleeping and than his cell but his bro answered and told me to call the house so i did AGAIN and no one answered....so than i called rachael again and than thats when i found out she was sleepin.....I have the worse earache and i wanna cry so FREKEN bad and we dont have any advil and no one is home so i cant ask someone for it or ask someone to go get some cuz no one is here but me! And i left my math homework/text book in my locker......and i dont know the problems so i was callin rach to talk and to find out the problems so i could do them and not miss any points in class or anything cuz i wanna pass with and A not a freken C...im gonna try hard this semester! I wanna just go lay down and cry myself to sleep.....i hate my life right now! |
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| 10:51am 14/10/2004 |
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mood:  anxious
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YAY haha,
As of now im in 4th period with all my good good classmates and my friend Joe which i really know nothin about likes me and wants to go out with me so our or his good friend told me to wait for him when the bell rang when everyone goes to their buses and lockers and all that good stuff! But im kinda like wondering what should i do? Travis told me last night on the phone that he likes me and So does Sandro but for right now me and Sandro r just friends until he is all settled and knows that him and alli are over......But back to what i was saying.....Travis told me he likes me and im pretty sure or think that Chad likes me too and Rommel likes me and Albert said that I should be expecting him to ask me out cuz he going to real soon..if nt today when he calls me.....Im in a real dilemma so i dont really know what to do......Joe is mad fine and i like him but what if Travis decides that he wants a gf like tomorrow or something and im going out with Joe....Than travis will end up going out with Grace and i will be like heartbroken cuz ive liked travis for a really really really long time! Thats why i broke up with Jesse cuz when i was with Jesse or going out with him all i could do or think about was Travis...Travis all the time and so now i just am stuck....i want to be able to know that what im doing is right....Cuz when i go out with someone i start to feel that i should of thought about the situation and why i said yes to that boy when i really wanted to be friends with him and everything! BUt i gots to go cuz class is like almost over in 15 minutes and i wanna play some games on here! Lataz all u guys and luv ya lotz tyler...ur my boo lol......and as for u justin dont even think about touching my ass again haha thats just NOT kool!
Lataz guys.......See Ya On The Flip Side.p.s. i think i want some skittles and me and chad r suppose to hang out this weekend...chad wanted to do something this weekend but he didnt say what exactly he wanted to do! Than Rommel wants to go to the movies tomorrow night maybe! He isnt sure if he can or not or something! Than i think im free for sunday or whenever..........oh yah and sandro wanted to hang out so pretty much all my weekend is booked haha ....no im just gonna chill with some of my gusy this weekend!
BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE |
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| 07:42pm 01/10/2004 |
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mood:  happy-ditzy
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Hay,
Omg....Im so freken happy....Chad Dennis likes me and i like him so we might go out now! Today on the bus his brother cody was like yah chad likes u and he wants to go out with u and i was really and he said yah and than i was like well thats good cuz i like him alot too and wanna go out with him...Chads just waiting for the right time to ask me out i guess but he does like me. So this is all great and im just so happy haha....He called me a lil bit ago and said he would call me tomorrow! Im also going shopping tomorrow to get my dress for homecoming......I want him to ask me? I hope he does but i dont know! Im still on the verge with Travis but for right now i wanna go out with Chad and stay with him for a long time! Well rach call me sometime when u have time or arent doing anything! Laterz everyone! Always and forever.....*Candy* |
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| 07:00pm 30/09/2004 |
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mood: gloomy but happy
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Well for starters......IM in a dilemma over guys! Me and travis were suppose to go out and i asked him yesterday if he liked me and he said "yah i like you" but it doesnt seem like it cuz he doesnt call me like he use to! I told my friend that she should go to the homecoming and i guess i didnt matter that i told her but than she has other ppl tell her and now she is going! That kinda pisses me off but oh well....I bought my homecoming ticket today. I dont have a date for the homecoming but maybe i will have one soon! I think i like someone but im not tellin! This kid josh likes me and wants to go out with me but i really like travis and wanna go out with travis....so josh is waiting on me to find out if me and travis r gonna go out or whats gonna happen cuz if me and travis dont go out than josh wants to go out with me.....Not being conceited but sometimes its hard being hott....cuz u get a list of guys that wanna go out with u but u think some of them r cute and hott and smart and funny and everything but dont know which one to go out with! I told josh not to wait on me but likes me alot and wants to go out! I dont know what to do! I sat with Chad Dennis today on the bus on the way home and r gonna be sitting with him from now on! He is madd awesome and is so cute/hott! He is so single and guess what he is so mine! JP.....haha i wish haha hes a total sweety though.....i wouldnt mind dating him!
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| Help Me Rach! |
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| 06:45pm 25/09/2004 |
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mood: excited
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Rach,
Yes Jesse is cute, and cool and has a great personality and all that good stuff but he wasn't the first I liked! I liked Travis Bruce since a week ago! I just met Jesse the other day! Rach i want to break up with Jesse cuz me and Travis already planned to go out but than Jesse just asked me out so i said yah....I wasnt thinking! What do i do i like jesse and all cuz he is sweet and cute and everything but hes not the one i like. I hang with Jesse and think about Travis.....I think about Travis ALL the time....IN school in the morning....at night...haha that sounds freaky but thats how i feel! I really like him and not like how i have liked tim or jesse or anyone else! I like him more cuz for the first time i actually got to know someone before i go out with them! He tihnks of me......He calls me everyday and Jesse doesnt even call me! Does that make me seem like a whore? Going out with someone for a week and so or for a few days? Cuz im not and u would know more than anyone else in this world cuz i tell u everything! Please help me figure out what to do! I want to go out with Travis Bruce ........ Write me back sometime soon cuz i need to know what to do and than i could tell him the reason why i wanna break up with him.....I will be like
" Jesse i like u and all but i dont know too much about u! I liked Travis Bruce before we started to go out and i still liek him no to this point! We can still be friends cuz i dont want our friendhsip to be ruined! " How does that sound? OK g2g write me back! |
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| 07:28pm 22/09/2004 |
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mood: horny
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I really like Travis Bruce and im pretty sure he likes me back and he said he is going to ask me out but he wants to know more about me so its easier on me! I really really like him! hes hott and we talk on the phone too its great! Well g2g kinda mad cuz i had homework due tomorrow and rachael is working on it with me in the group and she told me she would call and she never did!
Always and forever thinking about Travis Bruce.......Can |
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| 11:38pm 06/09/2004 |
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Well to start off......Im being ignored pretty much by ppl.....Rach hasnt called me....it seems lately that she doesnt like me anymore or that i dont fit into her life like i use too! Me and that gurl use to chill more than ice...thats gay but oh well....and now we dont really chill all that well! Savannah talks to me like we best friends in the whole world...But that gurl is ok.....I dont know her all to well and when i go to rach's house and she calls WAY to much and than see her flip out on someone bothering her its just like what was i thinking when i wanted to be even with this gurl! I been getting closer to Stephanie, rachaels friend and she is FREKEN AWESOME! She is real kool.....but wanna know something that is not kool! David how he be checking me out and looking at me and probably talks about me but its good im sure of!Have guys always turning their heads for me and trying to get my number but my eyes r on Mike! There r 2 mikes that think im real hott and attractive! Mike that i hang wit and than Mike in my lunch.....Its so hard being beautiful...NOT! well back to being ignored...well when rach doesnt talk to me i feel like somethings wrong with me or that im being left out but i am most of the time! Heidi must not like me anymore or something cuz i told her to call me millions of times and guess what she hasnt called me a single time yet! That should be a hint to me to stop waiting for her to call and realize that she is never gonna call me! Well im gonna go cuz im at a friends house and i dont wanna be on here all night long and even though they have call waiting and dont care that i am on i just dont wanna be rude! Luv always.....Can P.S. My belly button piercing is doing good so far...thats what my mom told me cuz she use to have hers pierced.....My lil sister said that my hair dye is coming out so i am gonna buy the same hair dye again and this time leave it in for 10 to 15 minutes so its brighter than what it is now! Laterz! |
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| 11:18pm 04/08/2004 |
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Well im at rach's house having a blast......I havent seen rachael's family since christmas when i came down to visit.....That's my second family right thurr.......I miss everyone down here...But there r some ppl that i DID NOT miss at ALL! I really missed Kayle Gervis cuz i havent seen her since way before i moved....which really sucked cuz we use to be so tight but kinda lost each other after she started to hang out with the butler bitch.....she always be thinking she hotter than everybody else and that her shit dont stink but i have news for u...butler bitch....u stink more than anyone.....NO ONE likes u...we just pretend to all like u cuz we cant take ur shit......no one can.....but im over with pretending to like u....u can kiss my ass for all i care....which is none haha.....laters hommies!
Always and forever.....Candy-Cane
Heid gurl call me sometime...it seems like you dont like me anymore cuz u dont call me or stop by or anything...i need to know whats up! laterz ya'll.....thats such a country word...why do i use it than haha i dont know! |
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| 01:12pm 07/06/2004 |
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I just wrote a long freken a*s letter and something clicked it away....stupid site! Well im bored! See ya on the flip Side..........Peace out! |
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| 05:11pm 07/05/2004 |
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Today was an awful day. My friend ditched me again for the 6th time. These guys are being real jerks cuz i dont wanna sit with Mikey. Well i thought i liked this one guy but i guess i dont cuz i dont even really know him. But he and me were always sitting together on the bus. Someone called me a really harsh name but im to ashamed to say it cuz it really hurts my feelings when i talk about it. So im not going to. I went grocery shopping with my dad today right after school and than on the way home i stopped by the house of the gurl who is always ditching me and she wasnt home. So she made plans with me when she knew she wasnt going to be home. Maybe she gets a kick out of ditching ppl. I have another friend though that is always there for me. Her name is Brea and i luv her so much.. To death actually. Everytime i feel bad she makes me feel better. She helps me when everybody else could care less! Well i g2g but i will write in here lata! C YA................Noodles |
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| 04:09pm 05/05/2004 |
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Today was ok but i kept thinking about Chucky and how bad he is doing right now! I wish i would of never broke up with him cuz i luv him a lot and cant see myself without him. He is the one who taught me how to play Football for the first time. And for that i luv him more. He is the best guy out there for me! I also thought about how my family never calls and how my best friend in the whole world, which is like the only person i got left calls me more than what my own flesh and blood does. I think that is pretty sad. My dad is always in my business. Well i gotta go but i will ttyl. |
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| 04:02pm 05/05/2004 |
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mood:  Loved and Worried
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Today was ok but i kept thinking about Chucky and how bad he is doing right now! I wish i would of never broke up with him cuz i luv him a lot and cant see myself without him. He is the one who taught me how to play Football for the first time. And for that i luv him more. He is the best guy out there for me! I also thought about how my family never calls and how my best friend in the whole world, which is like the only person i got left calls me more than what my own flesh and blood does. I think that is pretty sad. My dad is always in my business. Well i gotta go but i will ttyl. |
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